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Sunday, 11 20th 2011
Hi I’m Genta., This morning I had a test from EF. Actually I didn’t know what is the test for, But I thought for getting a scholarship . it was held in Jw marriot hotel Surabaya. before the test, there was some seminar about A level and IB diploma I thought or what kind of like that. The night before the test I studied until make my brain getting stressed out. And the test, not really easy I thought. Well, maybe I just waiting for the result of the test, and I really hope Mbg Yovita call me and giving information for the next step, but I HOPE.. hehe :D but I’m not really for sure :’(
Wednesday, 11 23th 2011
Hi again, I’m genta. Well the announcement is coming, and thanks god I’m in.. But.. there’s something that make me confuse. I’m going or not? Cz I’m gonna leave my family my friends and everyone around me in Indonesia. And it’s a High School for about 2 years. And maybe my mom not gonna let me go far away from her. But this is my BIG opportunity you know get an HIGH SCHOOL opportunity at USA or UK. Unfortunately if I’m not going I’m gonna miss it. But HELP ME! I’m so confused here. Just lay my head back down and I lift my hands and pray may god give the best plan for me :”””((( and anyway, I will pass a International and Directorate exam. I pray for that too :”””(
Guess what? I’m realize about one thing. Easy to say, hard to come out. The cost, MONEY.. HAHA for the register I need USD 280 just for the register.. can you imagined how much money that my parents have to spend. It is the hardest big decision . help meeee :””((
Thursday, 11 24th 2011
Final decision.. taraaa… hahaha :D well, I’m not going. The cost is too high, better to not going than seeing my family suffering. I know it’s really hard decision cause actually my deepest heart was really wanted it, but What more I can do? Than Hoping there is others Scholarship and it’s 100 % FREE!! Yeaa.. But I’ve a target, I will school at the others country when I’m S2 that’s still my TARGET, and P.HD tittle wow, my biggest dream. I’m realizing if my dream is too high, but it’s wrong if people dreaming?? NO!, But I know my range and the limitations.
My deepest heart wanted it, but I knew that I can’t.
